In pasadena

Well, I can honestly say I love pasadena and DO plan on living here. Haven't made much progress, but asking businesses for applications and jobs is slowly changing me.

I introduced myself to my friends hot roommate. She seemed pretty responsive to my move. Then their was this hottie at Baskin Robbins. I should have made a fucking move! She was giving me dinner bowl dog eyes and totally vibing me. Should have got her fucking number.

Other than that the week has consisted of job searching and hanging out with my friends at dead zones. Should be back here next week. I'm noticing changes in me.

I'm waaay more social

I'm always having fun

More progress than I would have imagined.

Till next time,

Glenn

Pasadena for a week.

Tomorrow night, Pasadena, CA is my destination. My friend invited me up to go job searching and look what our prospects are for moving up there.

The city is my love...so many women...so many opportunities. I know that women aren't going to present themselves to me. I need to present myself to them. I'm going to go out every day to practice in-field. I'm not setting a goal because I don't want to limit myself and make this a mission. I just want to have fun with this and see where it goes.
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Key points:
-Smile, smile, smile.
-Talk, Talk, Talk
-Strong eye contact
-Get into state
-Just have fun.
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I just need to remember to not give a damn what people think of me, Have fun with it, and stay outside of my head. These three things and my key points will calibrate with practice and start to become me.

Night,
Glenn

Chapter 2: Getting my life straightened out.

I've read over thousands of pages of self-help dating, pick-up guides. None ever seem to stick in my mind and make me become that "social person", So I've come realize....maybe....actually going out and practicing in-field is better than sitting at home and reading books all day.

I live in a small town community of about 8,000 residents. Also living 30 miles from the nearest city with no car Isn't a plus either, but I plan on moving from this place very soon and getting a good paying job wherever I go.

Ok...hmm...I'm an 18 year old high school graduate who had the dreams of becoming a United States Marine. That didn't fall through because of Asthma. So I got pissed off and decided to try a few drugs. I thought "Why the hell not. I got nothing else going for me".

Started smoking weed and taking ecstasy. Not as bad as half the other hard shit out there, but bad nonetheless.

I've come to realize this route is taking me nowhere in life...nowhere

So I've dropped drugs out of my life and I am now starting to exercise. Feeling great, looking great. Hey, maybe exercising Isn't half bad eh?

Chapter 1: Realizing my problems and how I've become this way

I'd say back in middle school grade (6th-8th) all of my social problems never existed. I could easily make friends with anyone. Talk to any girl without feeling anxious or nervous and just be plain out fun. One magical summer this all changed with what science calls "puberty".

I don't really know what happened in that one summer from 8th to 9th grade, but that one summer caused all of my problems I'm having now. Maybe it was the sudden change from not giving a shit what girls thought of me to "Do they like what I'm wearing?" and "Does she like me?" mentality. Maybe it was was sudden change in my hormones that caused all this stupid nonsense.

I've lost the "I don't give a fuck" mentality and switched to "What do people think of me" one.

This is where I need to change...this is where I need to change my mentality back around and just live life the way I've always wanted to ever since that one summer.

Starting off...

Well...it all starts here.

I want to get my social life/girls into a level where I don't need to try and make friends/girlfriends it just happens. This is my little journey I'm doing all on my own. No help from friends, family, coaches, or teachers. This is my blog.